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well this week was lots of fun in a way whatever this weekend all i wanna do is just chill and hang with tj but i cant which sucks not really tomorrow im going to nicole to jacksonvilee to go ice skating or sumthin should be fun and sunday im go shopping at st augstine for my dance stuff which by the wat hurts like a bitch oh well well tj just called me a while ago but i didnt feel like talking to him so i guess i gotta call him back now lol
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[04 Jan 2005|06:40pm] |
dont know where i got this from but oh well
1-- Opening credits: Im not okay i promis- My chemical romance
2-- Dreaming about someone scene: Dreaming Of you- Selena
3-- Waking up scene: Lala- Ashlee Simpson
4-- Happy friends scene: Solider- Destiny Child
5-- Driving scene: Gasolina Remix- Daddy Yankee.Pitbull.Lil Jon. N.o.r.e
6-- Action/fight scene: What U gon Do {latino Remix}- lil jon.pitbull.daddy yankee
7-- Chase scene: Too Fast Too Furious- Ludacris
8-- Happy love scene: Iris- Goo Goo Dolls
9-- Mellow scene: True- Ryan Cabrera
10-- Choreographed Dance Scene: 1 2 Step- Ciara
11-- Sex scene: Lovers and Friends- Lil Jon.Usher.Luda
12-- Angry/bitter scene:Lying from you- Linkin Park
13-- Breakup scene: Until The Day I Die- Story of the Year
14-- Evil/Revenge scene: Nowwhere kids- Smile Empty Soul
15-- Contemplation scene: Tennis Court Soundtrack- Daphne Loves Derby
16-- Sad/breakdown scene: Evanescence-My Immortal
17-- Death scene: The Ghost Of You- My Chemical Romance
18-- Funeral scene: My Immortal- Evanescence
19-- Nostalgia scene: Angel Of Mine-Monica
20-- Closing credits: Nobodys Home- Avril Lavinge
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| -*//Until the day i die i'll spill my heart for you.... //*- |
[04 Jan 2005|05:15pm] |
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well havent updated in a while school okay i got math.health.dance.english but theres a problem with my dance teacher aka coach wilborn again i just had her for pe then i put me with her again it sux ass plus shes doesnt know anything about dance so everyones droppin out we all hang out in the gym and just sit there for an hour...fun right? i dont care im gettin everythin switched it cool i guess and yea well me n tj are okay i guess its not as exciting as it used to be i feel like we kinda lost it so somehthin better change that but i already got somethin planned :) lol well im out gotz homework to do
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[02 Jan 2005|04:32pm] |
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Nicole i love times a gazillion lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
first day of the new year was friggin awesome spend the time with nicole and ricky and then we invited tj and his cousin to come over i lvoe him soo much he amost walked a fuckin long ass time to get to her house but then they hitchhike lol i still cant believe he did that so we "hung out"{we didnt really do anythin xcept kiss} most of the time then he had to go to his grandmothers house but he didnt wanna leave me so he went all pissed off and atuff he got in fights with like everyone in his family that sucked but then he stopped by again later for only 10 mins or sumthin i dunno but hes so sweet i love him but todai he didnt call me yet im kinda pissed about that but i know that its because hes in daytona with his family and stuff but 2morrow ill see him i gotta go bak to skool thats sux ass
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[31 Dec 2004|08:31pm] |
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well im kinda lonely theres a lot of people at my house now and some more might come well im soo bored so im makin mine new years resoultions list here so everyone can see well heres it goes
* stay out of truble *keep on going on with TJ *ignore my dad and love my mommy more * be good in school *dont go into my drinking problem again * teach my dogs new tricks lol *do tj lol *get a job *stop bein a bitch * stop gettin in fights *stop cursin so much *breaking the law *stop lying only if its really really important *get good grades *dont frogive people so easily *control my temper more *get my guitar *learn to play guitar *tell my dad about tj * be with tj more
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[31 Dec 2004|05:26pm] |
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Well new years is offically over my sister gets to have friends over my dad wont stop being even a bigger asshole than usually and i havent seen tj in a long time. my dad needs to shut up i dont get whats his problem he can be a real nice guy to my sisters but with me even if i dont piss him off he treats me like shit and hes sees me and doesnt even say hi or anything i dont get it what did i ever do to him i mean i get it when i piss him off nad curse at him but even when i dont do nothing hes still an asshole hes ruined my chirstmas and now my new years.... way to go dad i really love you
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| -*// goodbye to everything i thought i knew //*- |
[30 Dec 2004|05:06pm] |
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nothings better than talking to your boyfriend and hearing him say the fakest but yet sweetest things ever so thats what i basically did todai lol i was suppose to call him back but kinda dont want to kinda tired now i know its mean but i need a break lol well everythins okay with my grandma shes feels much better and with tj hes so nice he said ♥i love you♥ and the funny thing is that i actually think hes means it guess we'll have to wait and find out
♥♥♥- francesca
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| -*- What the hell are you waiting for? -*- |
[29 Dec 2004|07:21pm] |
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Today didnt go exactly how i planned.. everything kinda fell apart again my grandmother got even worse in the hospital speaking of that thanks to everyone who called me or left a message i really appreciate it i feel kinda better about it i duno whats gonna happen to her i hope shes get better shes still in intensive care. today tj was suppose to come over but he couldnt and we hardly talk so im gonna call him cause he always calls me cell lol i really miss him acnt wait till monday when i see him. melisa n everybudy else well im out cause i got some stuff to do call my cell or text me if u get bored 569-1014.
xoxo francesca
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| -* You will never realize how lucky you are until the end *- |
[28 Dec 2004|02:44pm] |
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well today at least so far isnt good my grandma hasnt been feelin well these dasy.. well todai somethin ahppened she really wasnt fellin well so we took her to the doctor and they said shes goin have a heart attck so they had to rush her to the hospital in the emergency room now shes on medication and shit shes goin be in there for 4 or 5 days im soo worried about her i hope shes ok then i dont know why but Tj was kinda being an ass on the phone i guess it was because i didnt wanna talk to him its not that its just htat i didnt wanna talk at all cause eveyrthin right now is just gettin fucked up
well this is excalty how i me n tj are doin ryte now
Somethin' 'bout the way you shine
When the lights go out
I wanna make you mine
Somethin' 'bout the way it seems
You're always here in my dreams
When there's no one there
No I'm not scared
But I'm in love with you
-- Jake Esptein in Degrassi
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| -* I was with him well... not really *- |
[27 Dec 2004|11:04pm] |
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What I did Today
- Spent the whole day talking to Tj and his cousin
- Waste all my money on text messaging everybudy i love {tj and liss}
- Took care of my grandma shes sick
- waiting for my sister and borther in law to get back
- watch the rest of my oc dvd
- listen to music
- taught my dog some moves
- tried to convice tj to come over *didnt work he had to babysit*
- made this nu thingy on my lj not done yet
- talked to everyone about the party this weekend *if u got invited 2 call me*
well as you can tell today was okay i guess oh yea on the phone tj said i love you which was kinda freaky and he said a whole bunch of these real sweet things but i dont know why but im still not sure about him yet...
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| -* He said i love you today lol *- |
[27 Dec 2004|04:49pm] |
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well today was ok spent most of my minutes text messaging and talkin to my boyfriends well my journal is going to look like crap for a while my cause im gonna chnage everythin ok but it will be done soon i promise well my cells ringin so im out
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| -*// Merry Christmas!!! //*- |
[25 Dec 2004|12:06pm] |
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Merry X-mas!! hope everyone had a great xmas holy shit i got my cell phone oc dvd pink tommy hilflgier purse. make up and some toher cool thingz im so bored now eveyrwhere is off doin there own things well yesterday was fun i went to my momies friends house hung out wif some ppl and stuff i text tj at 1 in the morin or sumthin i dont rember and he wrote back lol i think i woke him up oops oh well i still have to call him later today well i have to go Merry Xmas and have a fuckin awesome day!
569-1014 thats my cell
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| -*// Where have you been. Ive been waiting so long to hear from you //*- |
[24 Dec 2004|05:57pm] |
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well today started out really busy woke up early had to take roxy to get her haircut she looks sooo purty now i love her cant wait till tonite wanna open my presents get my cell phone i prmise tj that once i opened it i would call him lol oh yea we talked todai called him to see if we were fightin and he wasnt mad he thought that i hung up on him lol so it was all one big mistake we talked on the phone for 2 hours or sumthin i forgot it was soo cool we talked about everythin so yea.. we r cool now lol cant wait to see him soon well i goota go get ready for tonite and call melissa i gotta wish her a good xmas so im out
( Sumthin that should help me out with the Tj Stuff... )
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[23 Dec 2004|11:47pm] |
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"Tennis Court Soundtrack" Daphne Loves Derby Where have you been?
I've been waiting so long to hear from you
And all the things that we said we would do
Still remains to be nothing more then plans of the past
We've been too quiet for too long
Where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right.
Your words are cold, and the season is too
The comfort in your voice is gone.
Please don't keep in touch.
I'm better off all alone now that you've lost everything I loved
Is this worth the time?
Am I done in your mind?
Will I regret once you're gone?
Why did I ever think that we would be so good?
We've been too quiet for too long
Where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm
We'll never get this right.
All right, I'm sorry that I even tried.
I was a fool to have hope in you.
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